1. Tryptamine Psychedelics In this article I wish to draw attention to a strange property of the tryptamine psychedelics, especially N,N-dimethyltryptamine (DMT), which sets them apart from other psychedelics, namely, their ability to place users in touch with a realm that is apparently inhabited by discarnate entities of an intelligent nature. The investigation of such a possibility clearly takes us to (and perhaps beyond) the border of what is considered scientifically acceptable. Nevertheless, the phenomenon of apparent alien contact is so impressive to those who have experienced it, and the implications of such contact are so radical, that the evidence deserves serious investigation. The term "psychedelic" may be understood to denote a class of substances whose primary effect is to alter consciousness in an ego-transcending manner so that the experience of a person whose neurochemistry is altered by such a substance is enhanced and expanded in comparison with ordinary experience. This enhancement and expansion may be emotional, intellectual, intuitive, sensory, spiritual, somatic or in some other mode. The qualification that the experience involve a tendency to ego-transcendence is added partly to distinguish substances such as LSD and MDMA from stimulants such as amphetamine and cocaine and partly because it is one of the more remarkable properties of psychedelics that, by their means, we may enter mythological and spiritual dimensions not normally the concern of our everyday selves. Psychedelics may be classified most easily in two ways: according to their effect on consciousness or according to their chemical structure. The former is difficult to quantify, and the data here tends to be of a literary nature (for example, Horowitz [56]). Due to the highly regrettable proscription of the use of psychedelics in many countries, and to the totally unjustifiable suppression of research in this field, not much has been published during the last twenty years regarding the effects of psychedelics on consciousness. With the increasing recognition in more enlightened countries (especially in Europe) of the potential value of psychedelics we may hope to see a revival of publication in this area. The structural classification lends itself to quantitative scientific investigation and has thus been preferred by Western scientists. From such work as has been permitted in this field, it seems that, for the most part, "hallucinogens are divided into two separate categories. The first . . . covers the substituted phenylalkylamines, with the prototype for these structures being mescaline. The second category includes indole-based compounds, including various substituted tryptamines, beta-carbolines, and LSD." (Nichols [81], p.97). Not all psychedelics fall into these two categories. For example, ketamine is clearly a psychedelic but is structurally unrelated to the phenethylamines or to the tryptamines. The most well-known psychedelic tryptamines consist of DMT and three variations on it: 5-MeO-DMT = 5-methoxy-DMT psilocin = 4-hydroxy-DMT psilocybin = 4-phosphoryloxy-DMT Psilocybin is dephosphorylated in the body and thereby converted to psilocin. The corresponding diethyltryptamine analogs are similarly psychoactive (and reportedly longer lasting). As well as N,N-diethyltryptamine (DET), the compound CZ-74 (4-hydroxy-DET), the ethyl analog of psilocin, is known to be a psychedelic. (For chemical information regarding DET, CZ-74 and 4-phosphoryloxy-DET see Ott[82a], pp. 432-433.) Psychoactivity has been reported in alpha-methyltryptamine (Murphree [79]), 4-methoxy-DMT and 5-methoxy-alpha-methyltryptamine (Nichols [81]) and bufotenin, which is 5-hydroxy-DMT (Fabing[23] and Turner [126] ). 6-hydroxy-DMT has been reported as one of the excretory metabolites of DMT (Szara [118]). A review of the literature will reveal a considerable number of other tryptamine derivatives which either are known to be or may be psychoactive. Although LSD is not a tryptamine its molecular structure includes that of the tryptamine molecule. We cannot thereby simply classify it as a tryptamine psychedelic because its molecular structure also includes that of some psychedelic phenethylamines such as 2,5-dimethoxy-4-methylamphetamine (DOM) (Nichols [81], p.114). Nevertheless LSD is usually classified with the tryptamine psychedelics and seems more closely related to the them because it is more readily displaced from receptor sites by the tryptamines than by the phenethylamines. DMT has been found to occur naturally in mammalian brains (Barker[4] and Christian [17]). "Indolealkylamines ... are the only known hallucinogenic agents whose endogenous occurrence in mammals, including man, has been confirmed" (McKenna [67]). Szara [114] says that it "seems that the whole enzymatic apparatus exists in mammals which can produce tryptamine from tryptophane, DMT from tryptamine and 6-HDMT [the probably hallucinogenic 6-hydroxy-DMT] from DMT." It is of interest to note that, since DMT is present in every human brain, any person in a country which prohibits possession of DMT may be arrested on sight. Every U.S. citizen is now automatically a criminal at birth. The question as to what function DMT and related substances have in the mammalian body has not yet received a definite answer. DMT is structurally similar to serotonin (5-hydroxytryptamine) which is well-known as a neurotransmitter in the mammalian brain. It has been suggested that DMT is a also a neurotransmitter, but this has not been established. Strassman [110] has presented evidence that psychoactive tryptamines are produced endogenously by the pineal gland and are related to the metabolism of the pineal hormone melatonin. It has been suggested that DMT plays a central role in dreaming (perhaps with the pineal gland releasing DMT or a related subtance at certain times during sleep). Much research in this area remains to be done. 2. DMT Usage (a) Shamanic usage The history of human involvement with DMT probably goes back many thousands of years since DMT usage is associated with South American shamanism. Stafford [108] mentions that the "Spanish friar Ramon Paul, who accompanied Columbus on his second voyage to the New World, was the first to record native use of ... 'kohhobba' to communicate with the spirit world." (p.310) A series of distinguished ethnobotanists eventually established that the psychoactive ingredients of these native snuffs (known under various names, including cohoba, parica, yopo, and epana) were obtained from plants such as Anadenanthera macrocarpa, formerly peregrina (Shultes [95] and Harner [48]). Chemists then showed that the active ingredients consisted of various tryptamine derivatives, especially DMT, 5-MeO-DMT and bufotenine (Holmstedt [55] and Fish [25]). "These and related indolealkylamines have been detected in members of at least five different plant families" (Nichols [81], p.120), including Acacia, Anandenanthera, Mimosa, Piptadenia and Virola. Plant tryptamines are also used by Amazonian shamans in the form of ayahuasca, a dark liquid formed by boiling sections of a vine from the Banisteriopsis genus, usually B. caapi (Rivier [88]). This vine contains harmala alkaloids, mostly harmine with some harmaline, which are sufficient in themselves to induce a mild psychedelic state (but at the cost of nausea). Usually another plant is added to the brew "to make the visions more intense" (according to the native shamans). This additional plant is often Psychotria viridis, a plant which contains DMT and 5-MeO-DMT. Although the DMT content of ayahuasca is sometimes thought to derive solely from the additives, Stafford [108] reports that the leaves and stems of one species of Banisteriopsis, B. rusbyana, "have a large amount of N,N-DMT, 5-methoxy-N,N-DMT, 5-hydroxy-N,N-DMT [bufotenine] and N-beta-methyltetrahydro-beta-carboline." DMT is not by itself orally active (in doses of up to 1 gram), since it is broken down by the enzyme monoamine oxidase (MAO). This breakdown may be prevented by the ingestion of a MAO-inhibitor, allowing the DMT to act within the brain without being metabolized by the homeostatic mechanisms normally present. Ayahuasca contains an MAO-inhibitor, namely, the beta-carbolines derived from the B. caapi vine. Thus a chemical from one plant makes possible the action of a chemical from another plant. Anthropologists are still trying to understand how the indigenous people of South America learned this trick. Ayahuasca is frequently consumed at night by a group of people (Kensinger [60] and McKenna [69]), although there are large variations in its mode of usage among the Indian tribes of the Amazon. Currently the use of ayahuasca among Indians in the Amazon is declining due to the destruction of traditional tribal cultures. This lends an urgency to the preservation of the knowledge associated with its use, a knowledge which concerns not only the preparation and use of ayahuasca but also the manner in which the experiences of the practitioner are to be interpreted. Since the 1950s a couple of ayahuasca-using churches, including Santo Daime, have arisen in Brazil. Members partake of a brew said by some to be weak and insufficient to produce visions, but presumably occasionally quite effective. Santo Daime, is expanding and now has a presence in Portugal, Spain and other European countries. Religious services involve the singing of Christian hymns in Portuguese, and it remains to be seen whether some adaptation to local conditions will be necessary to capture and retain the interest of the majority of Europeans. (b) Professional and academic research Stafford [108] and Ott [82a] mention that DMT was first synthesized in 1931 by the British chemist Richard Manske (who was also the first to synthesize harmaline, in 1927). Subsequently it was found that DMT occurred in nature, in the plant Anadenanthera peregrina (1955) and in the plant Mimosa hostilis (1959 though first isolated in 1946). (Ott [82a], pp.109-110) Later "Albert Hofmann synthesized a series of DMT analogues, but little attention was paid to this work until the mid-1960s." (Stafford [108]) In the 1950s and 60s some researchers experimented with tryptamine hallucinogens injected intramuscularly. The first to publish in English on this subject seems to have been the Hungarian investigator Stephen Szara, while working for the U.S. National Institute of Mental Health in Washington, D.C. (For some reason most of the earliest researchers appear to have been Hungarians; presumably they learnt about it from each other before their non-Hungarian colleagues heard about it.) Szara published on DMT as early as 1956, and produced a series of at least twelve papers on the pharmacology of the alkylated tryptamines during the next eleven years. Writing in 1961 he said: I became interested in the possibility of hallucinogenic action of alkylated tryptamine derivatives in 1955, when I read about the chemical analysis of a snuff powder prepared by Haitian natives from Piptadenia peregrina seeds which they used in religious ceremonies to produce mystical states of mind which enabled them to communicate with their gods. . . . [C]hemical analysis . . . revealed the presence of bufotenin and a small amount of N,N-dimethyltryptamine (DMT). (Szara [114]) Szara administered 75 mg of DMT hydrochloride intramuscularly to himself and experienced intense visions. He established "that intramuscular injection of 50 to 60 mg of DMT brought about intense visual displays . . . within five minutes. These reached peak effects within a quarter of an hour, diminishing and then disappearing totally within half an hour . . . Subjects became catatonic or lost consciousness when given doses larger than 125 mg" (Stafford [108], p.314). During the early 1960s the psychiatrist Dr Oscar Janiger (founder of the Albert Hofmann Foundation in Santa Monica, California) administered DMT to many subjects. The data and conclusions from these studies remained as of 1991 unpublished. One time he administered to himself an excessive dose and described the result as "terrible - like being inside a gigantic pinball machine with lights going on and off everywhere." [58] (c) Studies by independent researchers In the 1950s William Burroughs and Allen Ginsberg journeyed to South America in search of the ayahuasca experience. They wrote about this in The Yage Letters [14]. Later Burroughs, like Janiger, injected an overdose (100 mg) of synthetic DMT and had a "horrible experience". Timothy Leary heard of DMT from Allen Ginsberg and contacted Burroughs, who warned him of the perils of this substance. Undaunted, Leary, Richard Alpert and Ralph Metzner began to experiment, and discovered that the DMT experience, although intense was manageable and very interesting. Leary published in 1966 in the Psychedelic Review an article discussing DMT and giving, with his usual enthusiasm, an extremely positive account of what he experienced following an intramuscular injection of 60 mg ([63]). Jonathan Ott writes: It would seem Leary's enthusiasm was justified - although DMT was never widely distributed either before or after its illegalization in the late sixties, it has always had its faithful adherents among entheogen users. (Ott [82a], p.164) Peter Stafford writes: This article by Leary and Metzner caused a wave of interest in DMT among many in the counterculture. About this time came the discovery that DMT evaporated onto oregano, parsley leaves or marijuana and then smoked could produce effects similar to those from injections, except that they occurred almost immediately and disappeared more rapidly. ([108], p.315.) In fact smokable DMT is not the same as injectible DMT. Generally speaking the freebase compound is smokable (for example, DMT) whereas a salt (for example, DMT fumarate) is injectible, snortable and sometimes orally active (though not in the case of DMT salts). There is a certain art to smoking DMT to produce a significant effect which is only acquired with practice. Some who have tried DMT once have not experienced its full effect; others have found it too much to handle. It is indeed not a drug for "party trippers", but only for those who "take drugs seriously". Smoking DMT has been compared by some novice tokers to parachuting at night into the midst of a tribe of frenzied New Guinea natives at the height of an elaborate war-dance. Carlos Castaneda gives an account of his terrifying experience with something that don Juan gave him to smoke ([15], pp.151-157). Although Castaneda does not identify the substance, one cannot help but wonder whether it contained a psychedelic tryptamine (though of course Castaneda might have invented the whole thing). Castaneda: But what does the smoke teach, then? Don Juan: It shows you how to handle its power, and to learn that you must take it as many times as you can. Castaneda: Your ally is very frightening, don Juan. It was unlike anything I ever experienced before. I thought I had lost my mind. ... Don Juan discarded my simile, saying that what I felt was its unimaginable power. And to handle that power, he said, one has to live a strong life. ... He said that smoke is so strong one can match it only with strength; otherwise one's life would be shattered to bits. ([15], pp.160-161.) (d) Recent developments Since the first version of this article was published (late 1992) others (in particular, Jonathan Ott) have published valuable contributions to DMT research. D. M. Turner has suggested that, in the words of his leprechaun informant, "DMT is a Water Spirit plant" ([125a], p.89), and that although "it may yield positive results to those who begin with, or only know of this method of use [smoking]", the DMT spirit is averse to fire, loves water, and if smoked in a dry environment (such as a desert) will give the smoker a particularly hard time (in the form of dread and terror). Whether this is the case is, as D. M. Turner points out, a subject for further research. If, however, it turns out to be true, then another method of administering DMT which does not involve fire is needed. Another notion which this leprechaun imparted to me is that in the Amazon region, where DMT has been used by the native for millennia, it is most frequently consumed in the Ayahuasca beverage. ... I've never heard of a native method of consumption which involves burning, or putting a flame to the DMT. Yet some of the native preparations would certainly have produced a strong effect if used in this manner. (Turner [125a], p.91) So perhaps we should learn from the shamanic tradition - and in fact Western researchers, in particular Jonathan Ott (see [82b]), have been discovering how to enter the DMT state by taking it orally in combination with an MAO-inhibitor such as harmine, the principal MAO-inhibitor in ayahuasca. Without special techniques it is not possible to have a fully orally-active DMT/harmine combination in one capsule, because before the DMT can do its work in the brain the harmine must work to deactivate the body's MAO enzymes. Thus the harmine must be taken at least an hour before the DMT (and preferably taken in parts over a period of an hour or two, so as to reduce any tendency to nausea). Harmine may be obtained from several plant sources, including Syrian Rue (of which Gracie & Zarkov have written (see [44]). Seeds of Syrian Rue may be ground up and placed in capsules. Three or four grams of this material may be taken over a two-hour period (actually the amount needed is that which is just sufficient to produce mild nausea - which can be found by experiment), followed immediately by 30 mg. or so of DMT (or DET). Another method of administering DMT which does not involve fire is injection, but since this requires the use of a needle it is not for everyone. Intramuscular injection is sufficient to produce extraordinary visual effects. Intravenous injection has an effect which in intensity is similar to smoking, and may be the form of injection required to experience contact with alien entities, but this form of administration requires technical skill and is not without risk to health so it should be performed only by someone with medical or nursing expertise. 3. Dosage and Duration of Effects If DMT is synthesized to a high level of purity it emerges as crystals which are then broken up into a white powder. If the DMT has not been completely purified during the synthesis it may be encountered by the user as a pale orange waxy material. Dose levels mentioned in this article refer to pure DMT unless otherwise noted. The amount of DMT needed to produce significant psychic effects when smoked is 5 mg to 20 mg, there being considerable variation in individual reaction. Some people have reported "profound" effects with as little as 10 mg. A moderate dose is 25 mg, with 50 mg a large dose. A very large dose (for example, 75 mg) will often lead to loss of consciousness. Stafford writes of DMT, DET (diethyltryptamine) and DPT (dipropyltryptamine) that: More often [compared to injection], these tryptamines are smoked because less is needed to feel the effects . . . The DMT peak lasts for three to ten minutes, and it's all over in twenty to thirty minutes. DET and DPT, which have more subtle effects than DMT, may take a few minutes to register . . . DET lasts about an hour when smoked; the most intense part of a DPT experience is over in about twenty minutes." ([108], p.322) Several different methods may be used to smoke DMT, and there are differences of opinion as to their efficiency. "Some users prefer to smoke a compound like DMT . . . in a small glass pipe. A small amount of the crystals or oil is placed in the bowl and then slowly heated until fumes begin to fill the pipe. . . . A regular pipe covered with a fine screen can also be used." (Stafford, [108]) In this method the DMT should be spread over some plant material such as mint leaves, parsley, marijuana or mullein (which is smoked by asthmatics to clear bronchial passages); a flame is held over the bowl and the vaporised DMT is inhaled deeply. It is usually advisable to do this under the guidance of a person who is experienced in this practice. When smoked, one or two deep inhalations may be sufficient in the case of some people to cause profound effects very quickly, whereas others may require up to four or five inhalations for full effect. One should be in a position to lie or to lean back comfortably, since the effects of smoking a large amount (for example, 50 mg) are usually physically incapacitating. Some favor a sitting position. As noted above, the effect is most intense in the first few minutes, and wears off after about ten or fifteen minutes. Since DMT occurs naturally in the human brain there are probably homeostatic mechanisms for regulating its concentration, which would explain the rapidity with which the effects wear off. As noted in the previous section, smokable DMT is not the same as injectible DMT. What is smoked is the freebase (the compound itself) whereas the salt (usually the fumarate or the hydrochloride) is normally injected, snorted or taken orally. According to Alexander Shulgin ([98b]) a "complete psychedelic experience" results from the intramuscular injection of 50 to 70 mg (75 mg subcutaneously) or from smoking 30 mg. When calculating doses for the injectible DMT fumarate, one should reckon on the fumarate being equivalent to 75% by weight of the freebase. That is, in terms of DMT content, 40 mg of the fumarate is equivalent to 30 mg. of the freebase (this figure may be different for other salts of DMT, such as the hydrochloride). However, injecting 40 mg. of the fumarate does not have the same effect as smoking 30 mg. of the freebase because with the latter method the DMT is delivered to the brain faster than with intramuscular injection, producing a more intense experience. When DMT fumarate is injected the effects come on in about five minutes (compared to one minute when the freebase is smoked) and last for about twenty to thirty minutes (compared to the five to ten with smoking). DMT has been extensively tested both in the U.S. and in Europe and is apparently quite safe in normal subjects. A case of a severely adverse reaction which has been reported in the literature is that of a woman who received 40 mg by intramuscular injection and who "suddenly developed an extremely rapid heart rate 12 minutes after the injection; no pulse could be obtained; no blood pressure could be measured. There seemed to have been an onset of auricular fibrillation." (Turner [126], p.127) However, this woman (who had been diagnosed as schizophrenic) was, at the time of the injection, extremely tense and apprehensive. Her apprehension was no doubt justified insofar as she was an unwilling participant in Nazi-like medical experiments performed by Drs Turner and Merlis in 1959 at a New York mental institution. Jonathan Ott describes these experiments in detail ([82a], p.167), and referring to this woman he writes: Only when a female "patient" nearly died of cardiac arrest after a 40 mg injection ("extreme cyanosis quickly developed" and the poor woman was without pulse for 30 seconds, necessitating cardiac massage) did the good doctors cease their murderous experiments with DMT. Whether such "medical" experimentation continues to this day is uncertain (but certainly is worth investigation). In any case, the enforced administration of this powerful psychoactive material to uninformed and helpless prisoners and mental patients in a hospital prison environment is very different from the voluntary use of DMT by individuals intent on exploring the potentialities of their conscious minds. For such exploration (so I am informed) to proceed safely one should have good cardiovascular health and avoid drugs and foods which increase heart rate and blood pressure by direct stimulation of the heart or by vasoconstriction. DMT should not be used by anyone who is taking MAO-inhibiting drugs. 4. Subjective Effects of Smoking DMT Modified 1996-06-10 The subjective effects of a good lungfull of DMT are usually very intense, with consciousness usually overwhelmed by visual imagery. With eyes closed this may take the form of extremely complex, dynamic, geometric patterns, changing rapidly. Such a dose of DMT may produce a visual pattern consisting of overlapping annular patterns of small rhomboid elements all in saturated hues of red, yellow, green and blue. Gracie & Zarkov [44] refer to this, or something similar, as "the chrysanthemum pattern". The pattern itself seems to be charged with a portentous energy. This state of consciousness characterized by amazing visual patterns seems to be a prelude to a more profound state, which subjects report as contact with entities described as discarnate, non-human or alien. A very articulate account of the subjective effects of smoking DMT is given by Terence McKenna in his talk Tryptamine Hallucinogens and Consciousness [72], in which he describes his contact with what he calls "elves". As usual with tryptamine psychedelics there is usually no loss of ego, although large doses will produce unconsciousness. There is often loss of body awareness. It is usually possible to think under the influence of DMT, but with larger doses it may become difficult to hold a thought, and sometimes confusion will occur. The term "mind blowing" might have been invented for this drug. The experience was described by Alan Watts as like "being fired out of the nozzle of an atomic cannon" (Leary 1968a p.215). Thoughts and visions crowd in at great speed; a sense of leaving or transcending time and a feeling that objects have lost all form and dissolved into a play of vibrations are characteristic. The effect can be like instant transportation to another universe for a timeless sojourn. (Shulgin [98b]) With a fully effective dose the experience is usually so bizarre that an inexperienced person may believe that he or she has died, or is dying, especially if body awareness is lost. If this belief arises then it is important to remember that one will survive and return to ordinary consciousness. In general, yielding to the temptation to believe that one has died is not helpful when navigating psychedelic states since the resultant anxiety will usually distract one from a scientific observation of what is going on. More experienced users, knowing that hitherto they have always survived, however weird the experience, can learn not to succumb to this anxiety. Unfortunately most users are not especially experienced in using DMT in any form. In fact, some first-time users of DMT are not at all well-informed as to this substance. It has happened that some, perhaps having heard of DMT only from their friends, are persuaded to smoke some by peers who are mainly interested to see what observable effects they can produce, the weirder the better. In the wrong setting a first-time user smoking DMT can find themself in a state which they never wished to be in. Fortunately all return safely. Nevertheless such an experience is hardly to be recommended (and it is unethical to induce it in others), and need not occur. If there is some risk with smoking DMT, the solution is not to criminalize the use of this material but rather to provide accurate information, based on first-hand experience, to those who are interested in exploring it. It is lack of information which is the problem. And this lack of information in comtemporary society about DMT is primarily due to the fact that DMT, along with other psychedelics, was in the late 1960s made illegal. Had its use not been criminalized, research and publication would have continued (as regards DMT as a psychedelic, hardly had reports begun to be published when it was made illegal). Thus the prohibition of the use of this material has not protected people; it has had the opposite effect, it has harmed them, by suppressing important and relevant information. What is needed is not a repressive attitude from society but rather an attitude which fosters the free flow, and general availability, of useful information. Information about what happens when you use DMT (or any other psychedelic) is without doubt useful to those people (increasing in number) who wish to explore the use of these substances (as they have a right to) and so in fact society has an obligation to its members either to make this information available, or at least, not to object to its dissemination. 5. Personal Reports As regards the nature of the DMT experience we are still at the Baconian, data-gathering, stage. Before going on to offer some generalizations and speculation I shall here present some descriptions of DMT experiences, especially insofar as they relate to the question of contact with discarnate entities. Because the use of DMT is still illegal in certain countries whose governments do not yet recognize a person's natural right to explore his or her consciousness in whatever way desired, the authors of these reports shall for now mostly remain anonymous. Explorer O: First DMT experience (female, written communication) Remember to breathe. Recline and get into position, subsumed by the momentum, before me I see an irridescent membrane, taut and gently pulsating, something stretching and pushing towards me, on the other side, straining to emerge. A fissure rends, tears and inside I glimpse the existence of some-thing/place consisting of a dense whirling body of brilliantly multi-colored primordial life/thought stuff, seeping and beckoning . . . I breathe and return into the plexus, center of my being, to witness myself as an outline-constructed 2-D diagramatic shell of many coherent light-points, revolving quadrated vortices, large central to smaller and then tiny outer, phosphorescent green and I . . . exit into utter emptiness, space matrix ... [I]mpression of basic colors unmuted blue, yellow and red, shimmering into being, depth imperceptible yet defined within the space, endlessly recurring back from/into the corner when, slowly, from around the edges they peer towards me, watching, eyes bright and watching in small faces, then small hands to pull themselves, slowly, from behind and into view, they are small white-blond imp-kids, very old in bright mostly red togs and caps, candy-store, shiny, teasing and inquisitive, very solemn and somewhat pleased (ah, here you are!) watching me as I meet their eyes bright and dark without any words (look!) or any idea remembered, they only want to convey (look!) through their eyes that I must know that THIS is what they/we are doing ... Explorer O: Her second DMT experience (written communication) ... I found myself once again in the company of the "elves", as the focus of their attention and ministrations, but they appeared much less colorful and altogether preoccupied with the task at hand, i.e., pouring a golden, viscous liquid through a network of long, intertwining, transparent conduits which led into the middle of my abdomen ... Explorer S: No previous experience of DMT (male, written communication) My first attempts with DMT have left me with some serious thoughts. ... I did less than 10 mg on my second attempt and had a very wierd experience. Not only did I have what I can only call a "close encounter," I was left with two thoughts. First, they were waiting for me, and they were not "friendly." ... [On the] third attempt [it] seemed like they could not wait for me to experiment. In this event, I did not have actual contact, but rather "felt" them wanting to get into my consciousness. The actual experience was far more frightening than any major "trip" previously experienced. ... I was profoundly affected. Explorer G: Very experienced with DMT (female, Gracie [44], #5) We each had taken 150 mg of pure MDA. ... About hour 4, I decided to try smoking some DMT. ... This time I saw the "elves" as multidimensional creatures formed by strands of visible language; they were more creaturely than I had ever seen them before. ... The elves were dancing in and out of the multidimensional visible language matrix, "waving" their "arms" and "limbs/hands/fingers?" and "smiling" or "laughing," although I saw no faces as such. The elves were "telling" me (or I was understanding them to say) that I had seen them before, in early childhood. Memories were flooding back of seeing the elves: they looked just like they do now: evershifting, folding, multidimensional, multicolored (what colors!), always laughing, weaving/waving, showing me things, showing me the visible language they are created/creatures of, teaching me to speak and read. Explorer T: Several previous DMT experiences (female, verbal communication) I saw a tunnel, which I flew down at great speed. I approached the end of the tunnel, which was closed by two doors on which was written THE END. I burst through these and was carried up through seven heavens, breaking through each one in turn. When I emerged at the top I was flying over a dark landscape (it seemed to be Mexico). I felt that this was all so weird that I should be scared (perhaps I had died), but I did not feel scared. I continued to fly on, over a ravine, leading up to a mountainside, and eventually saw a campfire. As I approached this, cautiously, I saw that on the other side of the fire was a human figure wearing a sombrero, whom I intuitively knew to be don Juan. He invited me to come closer, and spoke to me. Explorer V: Very experienced with DMT (male, verbal communication) I was in a large space and saw what seemed to be thousands of the entities. They were rapidly passing something to and from among themselves, and were looking intently at me, as if to say "See what we are doing!" ... I noticed what seemed to be an opening into a larger space, like looking through a cave opening to a starry sky. As I approached this I saw that resting in the opening was a large creature, with many arms, somewhat like an octopus, and all over the arms were eyes, mostly closed, as if the creature were asleep or slumbering. As I approached it the eyes opened, and it/they became aware of me. It did not seem especially well-disposed toward me, as if it did not wish to be bothered by a mere human, and I had the impression I wasn't going to get past it, so I did not try. Explorer M: The author of this article. Each of the following paragraphs is a description of a separate experience (i) It was not until my fifth DMT trip that I became aware of alien contact. I took two inhalations from a mixture of 75 mg of DMT wax (less than 100% pure) and mullein. The visual hallucination was experienced as overwhelming, totally amazing, incredible and unbelievable. I could only surrender to the experience, reminding myself that I would survive, and attempt to deal with the sense that what I was seeing was completely impossible. I wondered whether this was what dying was like, and reassured myself, through noting my breathing, that I was still alive. What I was experiencing was happening too quickly to comprehend. At one point I suddenly became aware of beings, who were rapidly flitting about me. They appeared as dark, stick-like beings silhouetted against a rapidly-changing kaleidoscopic background. Although I could not make out much detail, I definitely felt their presence. (ii) On the sixth occasion I took two inhalations of about 35 mg of pure DMT in a glass pipe. Immediately upon closing my eyes I was overwhelmed by the usual visual hallucination. This seemed to last but briefly, whereupon I passed abruptly through to another realm, losing all awareness of my body. It was as if there were alien beings there waiting for me, and I recall that they spoke to me as if they had been awaiting my arrival, but I cannot remember exactly what was said. This time, rather than (or as well as) flitting about me, the entities approached me from the front, rapidly and repeatedly, appearing to enter and pass through me. I could make no sense of what was happening. I opened my eyes and made contact with my companions, locating myself once more in the room from which I had begun. Immediately I completely forgot what I had just experienced. The contents of the room appeared stable but weirdly distorted. I was able to recognize and to talk to my companions, but I felt and appeared very disoriented. ... The memory of this experience came back only when, later that evening, I smoked the remainder of what was left in the pipe - not enough to break through, but enough for me to remember. (iii) I got deeply into the visual hallucination. I was barely able to remind and to reassure myself that "DMT is safe," though I had some difficulty recalling the name "DMT". With eyes closed, I experienced intense, overwhelming visual imagery. I was seeing a large, extremely colorful surface, like a membrane, pulsating toward and away from me. ... I recalled that I had seen this before, on previous DMT trips, but had forgotten it. During this experience I was aware of my breathing and heartbeat, and was careful to continue breathing deeply. The pattern was in intense hues, and its parts seemed to have meaning, as if they were letters of an alphabet, but I could not make sense of it. I was quite amazed. I felt that I was being shown something, and I tried to understand what I was seeing, but could not. I also heard elf-language, but it was not meaningful to me. Eventually the visions subsided, with no breakthrough and no overt alien contact. (iv) I smoked at around 2 a.m. with little effect and some vaguely unpleasant visual hallucination (harlequin-like gargoyles). This might have been due to being tired and to having eaten substantially a few hours before. There was a sense of alien presence. (v) Smoked 40 - 50 mg of DMT wax ... An overwhelming and confusing experience. My heart rate seemed to go way up, which caused me some concern. I had to remind myself that one does not die from smoking DMT. The experience was disjointed and erratic. There were white flashes, like subtitles in a film, except that they were not verbal but rather like a white-energy-being rushing quickly through the scene from left to right (what I now think of as "the white lightning being"). There was a strange, incomprehensible auditory hallucination. Confusing and unpleasant. (vi) Upon lying back I became aware of brightly colored, moving patterns, which I remembered having seen before on DMT (but having forgotten about - indeed even now, a half-hour later, I cannot recall them clearly). I was then immersed in a totally weird state, like being in a large multi-colored hall whose walls (if it had walls) were moving incomprehensibly. ... Apart from occasional awareness of my breathing I was hardly aware of my body at all. I seemed to be in another world, disembodied, and feeling flabbergasted. I seemed to be aware of the presence of other beings in the same space, but had only fleeting glimpses of them, as if they were shy about appearing to me. In this state I did not know what to do. It was as if I was offered a wish by the dragon but did not understand what was being offered - or even that there was a dragon at all. Throughout there was elf-music, and elf-language in the background. I did not attend much to this since the visual component was so overwhelming. As the effect wore off I felt myself losing contact with this state, and knew that I would forget what was happening. It felt as if there were beings "waving goodbye". (vii) I smoked 40 mg of pure DMT mixed with some marijuana ... I quickly entered into the trance state without noticing any great amount of the usual patterned visual hallucination ... I seemed to be falling away, spiralling into some large, black void, after which I seemed to be in a bright, open space in the presence of two other beings. Their forms were not very clear, but they seemed to be like children, as if we were together in a playground. They appeared to be moving very rapidly ... The two beings seemed to be trying to attract my attention, and to communicate something to me, but I could not understand. It was as if they were trying to make me understand where I was. One even seemed to be holding up a sign, like a speech balloon but, as I recall, the sign was blank. I attended to my breathing, and with this came an increased sense of self-identity, and with this a lessening of contact with the two beings. (viii) Smoked 40 mg spread over mint leaves, in three tokes, sitting upright. My intention was to see what spirits, if any, are currently about me. As the experience came upon me I managed to keep that intention, or at least, "What spirits ...?", and also remembered to breathe regularly. A strange state of mind ensued, one of dynamic, patterned energy, in which I was not sure whether I was perceiving a scene, with a moving being, or not. I finally realized that the answer to my question regarding spirits was that there were indeed many around me, and that they were merry, hiding and playing a joke on me. However, I did not specifically see or hear any. (ix) Smoked 40 mg of DMT wax spread over mint leaves as usual, sitting up leaning against a pillow. ... As the trance came on I was overwhelmed with visual imagery that I did not even attempt to make sense of. I struggled to remember who I was. ... [I] turned my attention to the visual component, and what I saw was an incredible amount of stuff coming at me in waves, sort of rolling toward me. There were two beings in the scene, and they were doing the rolling, definitely throwing all this stuff at me - I don't know why. The scene changed, and there was more visual hallucination, but I don't remember the details - all happening very quickly. 6. Levels of Experience Based upon these reports and others I tentatively put forward the following classification of levels of experience associated with the effects of smoking DMT. This classification should be tested in the light of further reports, in particular those resulting from an experiment conducted in 1992 or 1993 involving the administration of DMT via intravenous injection to eleven subjects (Strassman [111b] and [111c]). Level I: Threshold experience. This stage is characterized by an interior flowing of energy/consciousness. It may be extremely intense. It often has a positive feeling content. Level II: Vivid, brilliantly colored, geometric visual patterns. Here one is observing a colored, patterned, basically two-dimensional, field, although it may have a pulsating quality. One may remember having seen this before. Transitional phase: Tunnel or breakthrough experience. One may see or fly through a tunnel (a passage to the next level). A veil may part, a membrane may be rent. There is a breakthrough to another world (or perhaps even a series of breakthroughs). Alternatively, it may also happen that the transition from Level II to Level III is abrupt, almost instantaneous, with no experience of transition. Level III: Three- or higher-dimensional space, possible contact with entities. This stage is characterized by the experience of being in an "objective" space, that is, a space of at least three dimensions in which objects or entities may be encountered. Sometimes the entities appear to be intelligent and communicating beings. This stage may be extremely energetic with an experience of everything happening incomprehensibly fast. Alternatively it may be relatively coherent. Travel is possible at Level III. One may, for example, assume the form and consciousness of a bird, and fly. The limits of this stage, if any, are unknown. 7. Interpretations of the Experience Although the amazing kaleidoscopic visual patterns experienced under the influence of DMT are sufficient in themselves to command attention among students of psychedelics, the really interesting part of the experience may well be the apparent contact with alien beings. Since some may feel reluctant to admit the possibility of the existence of alien beings getting in contact with DMT-modified humans, we should consider all hypotheses that might explain the observations, or at least, be consistent with them. Several questions can be distinguished. At the least controversial level the matter can be approached from the point of view of orthodox physical science, in particular, neuropharmacology (which, like all other branches of natural science in the West is a part of physical science in the wider sense, since Western science acknowledges no reality other than the physical). When approached from this perspective we can ask: What exactly is going on when those DMT molecules get in there among the neurons of the brain, causing it to function in what appears subjectively to be a radically different manner? Secondly, we can seek a phenomenology of the DMT experience. What do people experience, and how do their experiences differ? How often do they experience contact with entities, and when they do what are they seen as and seen to be doing? What is happening, for example, when some people report seeing thousands of these entities simultaneously? Even more interesting is the phenomenon of communication, or attempted communication, which many explorers report. Some also report seeing the entities communicating with each other, in some kind of mutual exchange - but of what? Finally there is the question of the independent reality of the entities. Explorers report experiences of contact with communicating beings whose independent existence at the time seems self-evident. These experiences are not described as dream-like. If the entities have an existence independent of the DMT-influenced subject then a realm of existence has been discovered which is quite other than the consensus reality which most of us assume is the only real world. Such a discovery of a separate reality would directly challenge the foundations of the modern Western view of the world. One might be tempted to say that it would be the most revolutionary change in our understanding of reality since the fish crawled out on land, but this would be to overlook the fact that the worldview of the modern West is a comparatively recent invention, stemming mainly from the rise of physical science and technology in recent centuries. Earlier cultures had, and non-Western cultures still have, more expansive views of the extent of reality. Listed below are eight suggested interpretations of the DMT experience which imply answers (true or false) to some or all of the questions raised above. Some of these, like the experience itself, are bizarre, but at this stage any idea should be considered since probably in this matter (in the words of the 20th C. British biologist J. B. S. Haldane, himself an explorer) the truth "is not only stranger than we suppose but stranger than we can suppose." i. It's all merely subjective hallucination; there are no alien entities. The DMT state may be interesting, even extremely so, but really (come now) there are no independently-existing alien entities to be found there. ii. DMT provides access to a parallel or higher dimension, a truly alternate reality which is, in fact, inhabited by independently-existing intelligent entities forming (in the words of Terence McKenna) "an ecology of souls". iii. DMT allows awareness of processes at a cellular or even atomic level. DMT smokers are tapping into the network of cells in the brain or even into communication among molecules themselves. It might even be an awareness of quantum mechanical processes at the atomic or sub-atomic level. iv. DMT is, perhaps, a neurotransmitter in reptilian brains and in the older, reptilian parts of mammalian brains. Flooding the human brain with DMT causes the older reptilian parts of the brain to dominate consciousness, resulting in a state of awareness which appears totally alien (and sometimes very frightening) to the everyday monkey mind. v. A non-human intelligent species created humans by genetic modification of existing primate stock then retreated (a la Sitchin and others). So that we would have a way to call them if we needed to they left behind biochemical methods for contacting them. The psychedelic tryptamines are chemical keys that activate certain programs in the human wetware that were placed there intentionally by these ETs as a way to contact them. vi. The realm to which DMT provides access is the world of the dead. The entities experienced are the souls, or personalities, of the departed, which retain some kind of life and ability to communicate. The realm of dead souls, commonly believed in by cultures and societies other than that of the modern West, is now accessible to Westerners by using DMT. vii. The entities experienced are beings from another time who have succeeded in mastering the art of time travel (or the art of moving from one time stream to another), not in a way which allows materialization but in a way which allows them to communicate with conscious beings such as ourselves when in an altered state. viii.The entities are probes from an extraterrestrial or even an extradimensional species, sent out to make contact with organisms such as ourselves who are able to manipulate their nervous systems in a way which allows communication to take place. These hypotheses can be expanded and are, of course, vulnerable to objections. No doubt other hypotheses are possible. These matters will not be resolved until we have more data with which to test these and other hypotheses. 8. DMT and Hyperspace In this section and in the following one I shall present a view which elaborates upon interpretations (ii), (vi) and (vii) in Section 7. This is speculation but nevertheless provides a preliminary framework for steps toward an understanding of what the use of DMT reveals to us. The world of ordinary, common, experience (in which we normally experience ourselves interacting with other beings) has three spatial dimensions and one temporal dimension, forming a place and time for the apparent persistence of solid objects and enduring persons. Since this is a world of experience it's study belongs more to epistemology than to ontology. The being, or ontological nature, of this world (if it has any) may be quite different from what we experience it as. Psychedelic experience strongly suggests that (as William James hypothesized) ordinary experience is an island in a sea of possible modes of consciousness. Under the influence of substances such as LSD and psilocybin we venture outside of the world as commonly viewed and enter spaces which may be very strange indeed. This happens as a result of changing our brain chemistry. Why then should we not regard ordinary experience too as a result of a particular mode of brain chemistry? Perhaps the world of ordinary experience is not a faithful representation of physical reality but rather is physical reality represented in the manner of ordinary brain functioning. By taking this idea seriously we may free our understanding of physical reality from the limitations imposed by the unthinking assumption that ordinary experience represents physical reality as it is. In fact physical reality may be totally bizarre and quite unlike anything we have thought it to be. In his special theory of relativity, Albert Einstein demonstrated that the physical world (the world that can be measured by physical instruments, but is assumed to exist independently) is best understood as a four-dimensional space which may be separated into three spatial dimensions and one temporal dimension in various ways (the particular separation depending on the motion of a hypothetical observer). It seems that DMT releases one's consciousness from the ordinary experience of space and time and catapults one into direct experience of a four-dimensional world which is perhaps identical to the four-dimensional world studied in special relativity theory. This hyper-dimensionality to some extent explains the feeling of incredulity which many first-time users report. The DMT realm is described by some as "incredible", "bizarre", "unbelievable" and even "impossible", and for many who have experienced it these terms are not an exaggeration. These terms make sense if the world experienced under DMT is a four-dimensional world experienced by a mind which is trying to make sense of it in terms of its usual categories of three-dimensional space and one-dimensional time. In the DMT state these categories no longer apply to whatever it is that is being experienced. Some persons report that it seems that in the DMT experience there is information transfer of some sort. If so, and if this information is quite unlike anything that we are used to dealing with (at least at a conscious level) then it may be that the bizarre quality of the experience results from attempting to impose categories of thought which are quite inapplicable. The space that one breaks through to under the influence of a large dose of DMT has been called "hyperspace" by Terence McKenna and Ralph Abraham [74] and by Gracie & Zarkov [44]. It may be that hyperspace is an experience of physical reality which is "closer" to it (or less mediated) than is our ordinary experience, and that in hyperspace one has direct experience of the four-dimensionality of physical reality. Parenthetically we may note a mildly interesting case of historical anticipation. In 1897 one H. C. Geppinger published a book entitled DMT: Dimensional Motion Times [31], an appropriate title for our current subject. However he was, of course, quite unaware of what the initials DMT would later come to mean (the compound was not even synthesized until 1931). In The Doors of Perception [56a] (the book that initiated the psychedelic revolution of the 1960s), Aldous Huxley, reflecting upon his mescaline experiences, suggested that there was something, which he called "Mind at Large", which was filtered by the ordinary functioning of the human brain to produce ordinary experience. One may view the human body and the human nervous system as an instrument for constructing a stable representation of a world of enduring objects which are able to interact in ways that we are familiar with from our ordinary experience. This is analogous to a computer's production of a stable video display - for even a simple blinking cursor requires complicated coordination of underlying physical processes to make it happen. In a sense we may be thought of as hyperspatial bushes whose typical shrubbery is the world of everyday reality (as we experience it). When our neuropharmacological processes are modified by unusual chemicals the hypermetabolic process functions abnormally, and we have the opportunity to view the reality underlying ordinary experience in what may be an entirely new way. Einstein's four-dimensional space-time may thus turn out to be not merely a flux of energetic point-events but to be (or to be contained in a higher-dimensional space which is) at least as organized as our ordinary world and which contains intelligent, communicating beings capable of interacting with us. As Hamlet remarked cryptically to his Aristotelian tutor (following an encounter with the ghost of Hamlet's deceased father), "There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy." Should we be surprised to find that there are more intelligent, communicating, beings in the higher-dimensional reality underlying our ordinary experience than we find within that experience? 9. The "Elves" Hyperspace, as it is revealed by DMT (revealed to some, anyway), appears to be full of personal entities. They are non-physical in the sense that they are not objects in the three-dimensional space to which we are accustomed. Some of the beings encountered in the DMT state may once have been living humans, but perhaps such "dead souls" are in the minority among the intelligent beings in that realm. In his classic The Fairy Faith in Celtic Countries [21] W. Y. Evans-Wentz recorded many tales provided to him by local people of encounters with beings, variously called fairies, elves, the wee folk, the good people, the gentry, the Sidhe, the Tuatha De Danann, etc., who inhabit a realm normally beyond our ken. The belief in this order of beings was firm among the celtish peoples of Brittain and France at the time Evans-Wentz conducted his studies (c. 1900), but has since been largely supplanted by the beliefs instilled in the public by the rise of physical science and technology. Evans-Wentz collected numerous reports of elf-sightings, such as the following (which is part of an account given by a member of the Lower House of the Manx Parliament): I looked across the river and saw a circle of supernatural light, which I have now come to regard as the "astral light" or the light of Nature, as it is called by mystics, and in which spirits become visible. ... [I]nto this space, and the circle of light, from the surrounding sides apparently, I saw come in twos and threes a great crowd of little beings smaller than Tom Thumb and his wife. All of them, who appeared like soldiers, were dressed in red. They moved back and forth amid the circle of light, as they formed into order like troops drilling. ([21], p.113.) Reviewing his data, Evans-Wentz writes: We seem, in fact, to have arrived at a point in our long investigations where we can postulate scientifically, on the showing of the data of psychical research, the existence of such invisible intelligences as gods, genii, daemons, all kinds of true fairies, and disembodied [i.e. deceased] men. ([21], p.480.) He then goes on to quote an earlier researcher: Either it is we who produce these phenomena [which, says Evans-Wentz, is unreasonable] or it is spirits. But mark this well: these spirits are not necessarily the souls of the dead; for other kinds of spiritual beings may exist, and space may be full of them without our ever knowing anything about it, except under unusual circumstances [such as a sudden change in brain chemistry]. Do we not find in the different ancient literatures, demons, angels, gnomes, goblins, sprites, spectres, elementals, etc.? Perhaps these legends are not without some foundation in fact. (Flammarion [28], quoted in [21], p.481.) Evans-Wentz concludes ([21], p.490) that a realm of discarnate, intelligent forces known as fairies, elves, etc., exists "as a supernormal state of consciousness into which men and women may enter temporarily in dreams, trances, or in various ecstatic conditions," such as, we may add, the condition produced by smoking DMT. I suggest that the faerie world studied by Evans-Wentz and the space into which one may enter under the influence of DMT are parts of a common higher-dimensional space which transcends and encompasses consensus reality as understood at present. This hyperspace, or metacosmos, has the knack of arranging for things to happen at the right time and place and for the right purpose, though how this happens is not always clear. 10. DMT and the Death State Who are we and how did we get here? Clearly we are personalities who develop in connection with our physical bodies. But are we personalities who have our origin in this physical development? Or do we originate as hyperspatial entities who become associated with bodies (perhaps several levels thereof) for the purpose of acting in what appears to us (once incarnated and functioning) as the ordinary world? The answer may be a combination of both. It may be that a personality must first come into existence in connection with a body but that, once developed, it may separate from that body, and perhaps subsequently become associated with a new body. Or it may be that intelligent entities, most of whom were never human, can come into existence as beings in hyperspace by virtue of a creative power associated with the origin of hyperspace itself. In the more poetic words of an Irish seer, they may "draw their life out of the Soul of the World" ([21], p.65). DMT appears to allow us to leave our three-dimensional bodily organisms and enter into hyperspace where we can function (for a short period of earthly time while our brain biochemistry is altered) as disembodied personalities, able to communicate with other discarnate personalities. In fact it may be that this is what happens to us when we die. In death, however, unlike the DMT trance, you can't return to your body. Once your body is destroyed, or is damaged so that it cannot function as a channel for your will, then you have entered hyperspace and you will remain there indefinitely or until association with a new body becomes possible (which may be quite a while). After telling of frequently seeing spiritual beings enveloped in shining light, one of Evans-Wentz's informants says: In whatever country we may be, I believe that we are for ever immersed in the spiritual world; but most of us cannot perceive it on account of the unrefined nature of our physical bodies. Through meditation and psychical training one can come to see the spiritual world and its beings. We pass into the spirit realm at death and come back into the human world at birth; and we continue to reincarnate until we have overcome all earthly desires and mortal appetites. Then the higher life is open to our consciousness and we cease to be human; we become divine beings. ([21], p.84.) It now seems possible, by the use of the psychedelic tryptamines, to venture into the death state before we die and to accustom ourselves to that state. This is the path of the shaman and the spiritual warrior. At death, when the transition is finally and irrevocably made, the psychedelic explorer will enter a realm he or she knows from previous experience, and will, hopefully, not be swept away by fear and ignorance. 11. Further Research Needed The idea that there might be a realm inhabited by alien beings able to communicate with humans in an intelligent manner, and that these beings may be contacted through the use of a laboratory product, is sufficiently bizarre that some may be tempted to reject it unthinkingly. Modern-day common sense certainly rejects the possibility entirely, but a scientific approach to the subject requires suspension of common sense in favor of an unbiased study of the available data. In this case the rawest data available consists of the reports of those who have had direct experience of the DMT state. Further research is needed to distinguish among the possible interpretations presented in Section 7, or to provide a basis for other interpretations. Basically this means further human explorations of the DMT experience, with articulate reports on the experience. This would allow us to begin to determine what are the common characteristics, in humans, of the experience induced by smoking DMT. Do all subjects eventually experience (apparent) contact with alien beings? How is this contact related to dose and method of administration? In what form(s) do the entities (tend to) appear? How often are cases of human-alien communication reported? What is the content of this communication? As an aid to further research in this field I have compiled a bibliography of publications, mostly articles concerning DMT. A psychedelic explorer who makes a committed study of DMT (especially if smoked or administered i.v.) will before long find themself dealing with that which transcends ordinary imagination (having left reason far behind). This may challenge the courage of the explorer, as is well described by D. M . Turner, who confirms that sometimes one approaches the experience with trepidation. However, it may be that we have yet to fully understand what is the best mode of contact with the DMT realm (which may prove to be oral ingestion in combination with harmaline), and once this question has been answered it may be possible for explorers to enter this realm without encountering the fear and dread which earlier explorers have reported. Contact with alien entities in other worlds has long been reported from non-Western and pre-modern societies. Such reports are usually presented in the context of a particular mythology or cosmology that makes it difficult to relate them to a modern scientific view of the world. This may mean, not that these reports are false, but that our scientific view of the world needs to be extended. A scientific attitude - that is, an open and questioning attitude to the advancement of knowledge, one which does not shun any repeatable observation regardless of how bizarre it may seem - is not inconsistent with the discovery of intelligent, non-human entities in a higher-dimensional realm. If they are there, and can be contacted reliably, let us see what they have to say. Answers to DMT interview questions Originally written July 1990 Modified November 1990 DMT is smoked either in a glass pipe or (more usually) in an ordinary pipe spread over vegetable material. The number of inhalations is variable, but I prefer to try to get it all in one hit if possible. The effects come on fairly quickly, beginning within 30 seconds, the full effect occurring by c. 60 seconds. First time was three years ago, last time was this evening. I always smoke it, except one attempt at snorting 20 mg, with little effect. Time of day is irregular, but lately usually early evening. Effects have been too variable to notice correlations with time, if any. I have thought of looking for a correlation with the phase of the moon, but have not done this. I generally smoke it alone, since colleagues in this area are not numerous. I have no objections to a sitter; generally not available. Onset: As noted, the effects come on quickly, and I'm swept away. After taking the last hit I lay back and close my eyes and try to observe what's happening. There is no sweating, and no peculiar temperature sensations, nor any somatic tingling sensations. Generally I lose awareness of my body, especially on a large dose, although I try to stay in touch with my breathing to assure myself that I'm still alive. I don't feel I have moved in any direction. Sometimes there is awareness of heartbeat, sometimes not; sometimes alarmingly so. Sometimes there are auditory effects, sometimes not. When there are my attention is usually rivetted on the visual affects so I tend to neglect the auditory. The auditory effects are not constant, and seem dose-dependent. I have on one occasion heard the "tearing/crinkling of cellophane" sound as the DMT took effect, but this is unusual. With smaller doses the auditory hallucination takes the form of a distant shamanic chanting, regular but with a peculiar rhythm. With larger doses it becomes "elf-language", a high-speed chatter with no discernible linguistic components. This might be compared to a burst of information transmitted at high speed. I usually experience some anxiety before smoking, and must calm myself. After inhaling I attend to what's happening and don't have any increase in anxiety. I sometimes experience anxiety during the flash, but this is more an intellectual anxiety than an emotional one. That is, I don't panic, but may be worried. I try simply to observe, and if I get worried I remind myself that I shall survive. I do not always do this (worry), since the subjective effects vary considerably. Occasionally, however, I may doubt that I'll survive, but in such cases I just hang in there and have faith that I'll come through OK (or if not, then hopefully I'll be able to deal with whatever happens). I've never actually panicked, but on one occasion I got into a state where I did not know who or what I was, and a basic survival instinct kicked in, so that I struggled and clawed my way back to self-awareness. This was a particularly unpleasant experience, accompanied by actual bodily aches in the shoulder muscles and mild headaches lasting two weeks thereafter. Middle phase: The visual effects are unpredictable. There seem to be two distinct visual phases, an initial geometic-pattern phase, followed (sometimes) by a pictorial phase. The geometric patterns are usually very complicated and dynamic, often but not always extremely colorful. Sometimes the colors are bright and saturated, sometimes dim and muted. On some occasions it's as if I'm watching an extensive panel or wall (it's 2-dimensional) with intricate patterns; the screen itself may be pulsating back and forward. In this state one does not see objects against a background, there is simply an expanse (possibly extensive) of colored patterns, possibly highly complex and dynamic. Subsequently there may be a "breakthrough" to some higher-dimensional space. Whether there is a breakthrough does seem dose-dependent to some extent, but not entirely. It's clear that small doses simply result in a weird flux of consciousness, whose intensity is likely dose-dependent. A larger dose may bring on the intensely-colored visual patterns. A larger dose may result in the breakthrough under discussion. A very large dose may, as remarked above, wipe out self-awareness to the extent of forgetting who or even what one is. I have never entirely lost consciousness, but I have heard that this can happen. The hyperdimensional space resulting from the breakthrough is often a very dynamic place, with a lot of activity. It is distinguished from the preceding visual-pattern stage in that the former is two-dimensional, even though perhaps complex and dynamic. This latter space is more than two-dimensional: at least three and possibly more. Personal beings may be seen, or intuited (perhaps as off-stage, or flitting through). Frequently it is all happening too quickly to follow or to comprehend. If there is auditory hallucination it is in the background; I have "seen" beings but have not "heard" them speak. What one sees at the stage is probably not dose-related, and depends very much on the individual and his or her relation to the entities in this realm of being. In a full-blown experience of this sort I am quite unaware of my body, except for my breathing, and perhaps heartbeat. Generally I am disoriented only in that it is all happening too quickly to comprehend. I have not encountered anything that I would call white light, except for one occasion when "the white lightning being" zipped through my consciousness repeatedly during one particularly disorienting and rather unpleasant experience. Usually I retain my sense of self-identity, although on the most recent occasion I did get into a state where I did not know who/what/where, and felt I had to struggle to survive. I have seen entities on several occasions, but the circumstances are highly variable, and they are not seen very clearly (this theme elaborated in more detail elsewhere). I have never seen anyone I recognize. Beings are not perceived either as big or as small. On one occasion they definitely were aware of me, and seemed to be trying to communicate with me (not very successfully). I'm generally too amazed to do anything but look. Sometimes I'm not even capable of calmly observing, and feel so overwhelmed by what I'm seeing that I wish to retreat from the scene; in this case I open my eyes and return to the room. So far I have not been able to interact with the beings in any intelligent way. I don't tend to experience any emotion in these states, except occasionally worry and aversion. During the better trips I feel overawed at what I'm seeing. On lesser doses, which are not sufficient to break through, or to generate amazing visual hallucinations, I generally feel quite peaceful. On the more profound trips I may compare the experience to death, or rather, wonder whether this is what death/dying is like. I try to be totally "in the moment", to observe what's happening. I don't have the sense of being "bodily" present, i.e. able to move physically as if in physical space, but rather of being a passive observer. At lower doses I retain awareness of my body, but bodily awareness is generally lost at the level of the complex 2-dimensional patterns and the breakthrough to the higher-dimensional state. Even in this state, however, it's possible to have a vague awareness of one's hands and feet, as well as one's breathing. I'm not sure whether to say it's a different reality, but I am inclined to believe so. It's certainly not this reality, but the question of whether the entities experienced are independently existing beings is still for me to some extent an open question, although I incline to the view that DMT provides access to an alternative reality which is full of spirits - the same spirits that shamans encounter. I don't seem to have much choice in directing attention (although this could perhaps be developed more) since the experience is generally overwhelming, especially following the passage beyond the stage of geometric patterns. The experience can be stopped only by opening my eyes and returning attention to my physical surroundings (though there is still visual distortion). So far I have not tried to influence the experience, simply to observe. I don't have a sense of being in the presence of a "Higher Power". I take it as a working assumption that any beings I meet in that state I can relate to as an equal (albeit an ignorant and confused equal). I would not describe it as a religious experience; there is not a sense of holiness, though sometimes it has a hellish aspect. I have not been able to identify any non-pharmacological conditions which can be said to have a reliable influence on the experience. I neither pray nor meditate in any formal manner, though my philosophical outlook does not exclude a spiritual perspective. As for time, it is not greatly changed in the geometric pattern phase, though the patterns may be moving rapidly, but in the breakthrough phase things often seem to be happening too fast to comprehend. In this phase I sometimes get the impression that things are out of control, meaning partly that it's all happening too quickly for me to understand what's going on, and in this situation I have a tendency to wish to retreat. There is not a sense of earthly time, e.g. five minutes having passed, since one's attention is generally too engrossed by the weirdness of what is happening to be concerned about such questions as how much time has passed. On one occasion, however, I was in a rather unpleasant state and withdrew by opening my eyes and returning to the room. This must have been about five minutes into the trance. I was still very much under the influence of the DMT, and somewhat shaken and anxious as a result of the experience I had just escaped from. The room looked stable but weird. I was with a sitter, and I was somewhat concerned that the experience was going on too long, and I asked him about this, and he reassured me that it was not taking longer than usual, whereupon my anxiety was reduced and I waited for the effects to wear off. Generally, with me, it seems that the trance state (in which I am unaware of the external world) lasts about five minutes, then there's a gradual lessening of the intensity of the experience in which I know I am coming back, which lasts again about five minutes. During this time the visions, if there are any, gradually fade away; there is no "funkyness" to the fading visions, but they are gradually replaced by a strange energy of consciousness, which itself gradually wears off. I spend some time reflecting on the experience, or on other matters such as life and death. After fifteen minutes I am generally back to something like ordinary consciousness, although effects may linger for another fifteen minutes. I have not noticed a sexual element to the state. Beings perceived, if they are humanoid, are of indeterminate sex. The feeling tone varies greatly. Low doses tend to produce a peaceful state, but higher doses generate too much activity for me to feel peaceful. The nature of this activity affects the feeling tone, which can be one of aversion if the experience is disorienting or hellish, or positive, if the experience is awesome and fascinating. Ending phase: The beginning of the end is when I return to awareness of who I am and what is happening (i.e. that I have just smoked DMT and am now coming back). Awareness of my body gradually returns, and the hallucinations gradually fade, until there seems no point in keeping my eyes closed longer. The trance lasts about five minutes, then there's about another five minutes during which the effect is fading, and by 15 - 20 minutes I'm pretty much back to normal consciousness, although a certain shakiness of mind may persist for an hour. Recently a mild headache has ensued for a day or two, which did not happen before. Frequently, at about the 10 minute stage, I experience physical trembling, which may be quite marked. Sometimes I've thought of it as a delayed fear reaction. However, on one occasion when a sitter was present he said he did not notice any physical trembling. It feels as if there's some strange energy in my body. This wears off after a few minutes. Sometimes it doesn't occur at all. Order of becoming aware of body: Breathing is always the first - in fact I usually don't lose contact with the awareness of breathing. Then perhaps awareness of heartbeat. Sometimes in the trance I am vaguely aware of my hands and feet. Total body awareness returns gradually. I open my eyes when the hallucinations have ceased, or ceased to be of interest. At this point the room seems fairly normal. However, if I open my eyes during the trance (in retreat from something unpleasant) then there can be severe visual distortion. In the most extreme case of this the parts of the room seemed to be moving around a lot in relation to each other. I was aware of the door, the window, etc., but nothing would remain still. This was a little disconcerting, but not frightening, since I was aware it was due to the effect of the drug, and it was in fact a reassuring state compared to that which I had just been in. On an earlier trip, after retreating and opening my eyes, I felt disoriented and the room seemed weird but the parts of it were stable; objects were recognizable but seemed to have strange auras. The feeling associated with the end of the trip varies a lot, from amazement to relief. Generally I reflect on what has happened. If nothing much happened I may find myself reflecting on personal matters; sometimes even childhood memories emerge. These are not "total recollection", and it is not as if I am reliving the experience. I have not noticed any negative after-effects except at some times a mild headache. This could be related to diet [at that time a minimal-subsistence diet] or general health. I don't feel I have lost anything by smoking DMT. I have gained a number of unique and amazing experiences, which have led me to wonder about sources of non-normal knowledge possibly available by this means. There has not been a progression or regular change over time in my DMT experiences, due perhaps to irregularity of quality and quantity, as well as to differences in mood, set and setting. There has presumably been an effect due to my learning to use this substance, but this is hard to describe. In my experience with hallucinogens (LSD, psilocybin, ketamine, iboga, harmaline, MDMA and 2-CB) DMT is certainly the most powerful. Psilocybin may in large doses take you into the hyperspatial reality, but only DMT will take you there directly, reliably and quickly. There is still much uncertainty as to the nature of the world to which DMT provides access, but further research will presumably allow researchers to arrive at some consensus. I believe that this is an alternative reality which previously only shamans have explored in a methodical fashion, that it is a reality which surrounds the reality of our ordinary experience, and that it is the realm we shall enter when we die. It is a rich and fascinating (as well as occasionally frightening) realm which awaits our continued exploration.